12|12|19 : 𝙩𝙖𝙚𝙘𝙚𝙢𝙗𝙚𝙧
i dislike when people ask me, "if there was no taehyung in your life, who would you love as much as him?" And the answer is, if there is no taehyung in my life there is no love in my life whatsoever. that's my answer. and, if taehyung hadn't came into my life so soon, he would have definitely at some point later on because my soul leads to him.
I know I shouldn't dislike that question so much and people are truly curious what my answer could be because yes, I get it, if I didn't acknowledge you, who would I be loving? so to answer the question simply, yes, the answer is no one. No one because thinking of it, there is no one else in this world that could somehow possess the same exact characteristics you have. no one could possess that adorable box smile that makes your bread cheeks squishier and eyes squint. No one is you. No one is love. And no one, seeing from what I've seen recently from you and seeing from anyone I've ever seen in my life, has ever gotten excited about seeing the moon just like me. This topic is more personal to me and it's really silly but seeing how you react to the moons beauty is fascinating to me and it makes my love for you grow more and more. small thank you (big actually in my eyes) for appreciating the moon with all your adorableness.
Now that we speak of the moon, I spend a lot of my time thinking, while I watch the moon from my bedroom window, what are you doing? I think about that and of course I don't want to know but I do. Only at that moment though. Just at the moment of me watching the moon, what could you possibly be doing? Maybe you're watching the sun rise or if you're in the same time zone as me at the time, maybe you're doing the same as me. But only we know and that's okay. It's better to keep it that way, it makes life more interesting.
A bit of a topic change, but not really. I want to write an actual letter to you one day. I thought of doing it on your birthday. I said that last year. But I didn't, I don't know why but I didn't. But thinking about it now, the letter wouldn't be too you. It would be to the moon, about you. Because for some reason, [continued in comments]